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Saturday, 28 April 2012

  • nightmare 71

    I was with Joseph S. making chocolates with him.  However we have moved operations to yet another area.  It was in a neighborhood that was always dark, the sun never shined.  It seemed to always be overcast.  We were working right next to Yukimi Y. who was training a new girl to work at sophie's crepes.  Joseph accidentally bumped into one of the stainless steel counters and suddenly a nest of roaches started spewing out from under the counter.  Although I wouldn't normally be frightened, these guys were the size of wallets.  Almost like mini blue crabs, they started to disperse as the new girl was screaming in surprise.  I tried to get out of the way, but one started to chase me trying to claw me.  I finally ran around in a circle a few times and back with the others which it then left me alone.

    There was a health inspector that saw all of that, and got all excited that it was a sign that there's a sanitation problem.  But then Yukimi explained how it was the next building over that wasn't clean and that everyone in our building was doing their part to keep the place clean.  I went with the inspector to check out the place next door.  To our surprise there was an entire factory producing crabs.

    To get out, I squeezed between some packaging boxes by the loading dock, and I was back out on the street level.  As I got out and started to head back, I could hear the commotion behind me so I started running away as workers from the crab factory started to broaden their search to find me.

    I was back at our place getting ready to make more chocolate, when Joseph appeared.  But he looked really different: he was thinner in the face, and looked exhausted.  For a while I wasn't sure if it was really him or not, but it looked like he had no strength in him.  But he insisted like always that he was okay, and that we had to make, pack, and deliver those chocolates.  At one point Joseph lost balance and started to stumble over, I ran as quick as I could to steady him.  His idea was then to push a swivel chair with him for balance, and a place to sit when necessary.  However while delivering he fell over a few times.  It was very painful to watch as I was too far to react.  But like a tank he just slowly got back up and crack a joke, and keep on going.

    Finally though we returned to the production facility after making the deliveries.  I saw him sit down happily in front of the chocolates we made to pack more.  I turned my back for a second and when I looked back over he had disappeared.  "Joseph?" I said glancing around.  Suddenly I felt a chill down my spine as I knew exactly where he was.  I ran around the steel counter to his side to find him face down on the floor.  He had fallen off the chair.  I sat down on the floor with him and rolled him so that he was resting on me.  There was now blood everywhere: on the chair, on the floor, on his cheeks and arms, on my clothes.  I tried to keep pressure on him, while wiping his face clean with a side towel.  But I knew the end was near: I started to cry, as he assured me that he was okay.  I told him how bad I felt, how he had done so much wonderful things for me, and all the things he gave to me.  How now in his time of need, I wasn't able to help him.

    Then I woke up with tears.

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

  • rage quit

    oh so sad, I found myself playing a ds game, and it kept on freezing, thus forcing me to restart without saving.  In this game though, the program acknowledges when i "quit without saving."  As a punishment the game sees this as your way of saying you accept the worst so you start with more troubles than if you just saved it with bad progress.  With that said, after the third time of trying to "fix" things, I decided it was best to just stop.

    I just stopped, I guess that would be defined as a rage quit... Right?

Sunday, 25 March 2012

  • dream 60

    I was at a summer camp.  It was a cooking camp, and it was a repeat of 3rd semester.  I was taking Annette C. out for breakfast and we ordered 2 of their specials.  However I was interrupted and the back kitchen became a war zone.  Everyone was split into large teams as the kitchen suddenly got bigger.  Danny, Chris, Trevor T., Jose B., and the other yacht club staff were on my team as we played a death-match style game against my classmates.  Danny was always giving me tips and hints of how to go about parts of the map.  Although it was new and scary, it was fun and everyone had a good time with the match.  My team won with a huge number of us surviving.

Thursday, 22 March 2012

  • nightmare 70

    It was a bright day and I was in Chinatown.  There were a lot of different activities going on as there was a festival.  I saw the CSA core members tabling to grab new members and support.  There was also Nick J. and Janet C. with a table trying to sell the chocolates we've made.  I needed tape and someone was nice enough to toss a roll in my direction.  But I missed and it went to the tent behind ours.  So I walked to the next row of tables to find it landed in a tent that sold cute asian stuff (like a sanrio or kawaii corner).  The lady there needed help cooking, as the wok station that was there was rather big for her (she was really small).

    After I got picked up by Ellen D. and Jason L. who was transporting me to the loading docks by the marina.  There was a huge cruise line.  It was a transformed Yacht club, as it was now a mobile cruise.  However I got a text from my dad: he was now engaged to his gf.  He popped up right behind me as I finished reading and I congratulated him.  He said to celebrate he got myself and my brother a pass to enjoy the cruise that would last for probably a week.  It was weird as I saw the two other interns I work with: Chris and Trevor.  However I wasn't able to help them, as they were now preparing food with the sous chef for me and the other members on the cruise.

    At one point I changed into my swim trunks to exercise at the pool.  A security guard in a tan uniform (like what they wear in japan-town) came up to me and asked to see my ID and hotel Key.  I told him I just became a member not even 15 minutes ago, and that since I was swimming I didn't have either item with me.  I told him though I'd be happy to have him look up my room number and go together to the room to verify my membership with my dad.  But he wasn't too excited to do all that work and let me continue on my way.

Monday, 30 January 2012

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